I’ll be skinny and beautiful, I promise.
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All I want to be right now is tiny, skinny, petite and beautiful.
(via psycho-skinny-lover)
1-22-18
137lbs. I’ve got to stop eating stuff I shouldn’t eat. But when you already feel like shit why not eat deliciously unhealthy food to add to that misery. It’s hard to get out if a physical and mental/emotional hard spot. And I find it so much easier to just sit in it and build a home. And least that home will always welcome me.
Update
Weighed in today at 126 lbs. And that’s after eating breakfast because I felt bad telling my mom I wasn’t hungry. But. Hey. Progress..
Rant
It’s no longer about losing weight because I hate how fat I am. Now it’s about causing harm to myself because I can’t cut due to doctor appointments and such. And having control over something. And giving me something to focus on besides what’s being taken from me. And it’s a way to no longer feel so pathetic. This makes me feel strong in the sickest way. And I need it. This is what I crave. A way to know I’m hurting myself and those that have hurt me. No matter how much I love them. Because I’m sick of this shit and now it’s time to see what I can do.
I need your help.
I weigh around 130 lbs. I want to see how low I can get. Tips tricks and motivation would be so lovely!
You’re gonna be skinny.
There’s a day in the future where you’ll reach your goal weight . It takes patience but the day exists. But every time you eat those fatty foods and don’t exercise you’re pushing it back another day further. Stop pushing it back.
